I don't like this

So today I was finally able to check my email and got a message from the FRG leader (family readiness group) and they gave us a schedule of what the guys are going to be doing next year. Felix is going to be gone so much. Either a week up to a month he will be gone. Most of the time he will go to Germany for training. I would not mind if I was in the U.S., I could just go home each time he left but it costs a whole lot of money for international flights. At our meetings they say they are all about family time but then they have to go and do all of this training and be gone alot. I understand they need to train for when they deploy but its just hard. This will be our first deployment and i am very nervous! Well, I just needed to complain a little! Hope everyone is ready for christmas! Its coming up quick! Well, thanks for reading!